Almost a melt down

Yesterday, I woke up in melt down mode. I woke up thinking I wasn’t doing enough for God that I wasting time with my life, that I needed to drop what I was doing and start all over. I started to pray. I prayed for Jesus’ loving hand to help me along the path. After my prayer I jumped into the word and did a little feeding. Then I started to plan how I was going to change everything. As I was planning I could feel the gentle nudge of the Holy Spirit pushing away from the place of doubt that I was in back to my current reality. All at once I realized that I am not on the wrong path. I was had a very strong sense of love come over me. WOW!!

WHAT DID I LEARN

Doubt is a very powerful weapon of the enemy. We need to remember that God got us to where we are now. Also, he worked slowly like a sculptor to create our lives. If in doubt pray and ask the Lord to guide you to where he wants you to be. Then jump in the word read anything. It will ground you back to him.

Who knows and who cares

This is the way it looks from my point of view. I am 27 years old, married, with kids, great family, cool job and a whole bunch more. I am happy but could I be happier could I be doing something that would allow me to stretch out more, to me myself more or allow me to give back more. I feel the only one that has the answers to this is Jesus. To me this sounds weird. I think Jesus has more important things to do then to make sure I reach my full potential but in the bible he states that I am important and that he has a plan for me. Well, I want to follow that plan. How do you know if you are following that plan?